Then it happened again on Sat, Sun, and Monday which is today. Now I am on CD 27. Normally this does not happen to me. I stopped charting a long time ago, and I could not find a post about it, but I think I can only recall one other time. Usually for me once it starts it just gets going without stopping until its over.
This is weird for me. So of course now I start to go through the whole roller coaster of emotions like maybe I'm having implantation spotting, maybe I'm pg. Maybe I should go buy a test. Later on it became UGH maybe its menopause. Why do I still do this to myself after all this time???
I am still very excited to become a mother through adoption. All this paperwork has been hard on me. It has been overwhelming for me. It has been 4 months since I started the process. I know that I have to be patient but it is so tough. The gloomy, cold weather makes it worse.
We have almost all of our paperwork done. I know that I keep saying that, but we have tons of papers and I am at the point where I have to answer questions about myself and write my autobiography. ERGH, I hate writing essays. I am a math teacher.
It is supposed to snow this week, maybe I will get lucky and get a snow day.