I had my post op apt with my napro Dr. It was very interesting. He showed me photos. I did not expect that. He sent them to me in a ppt..LOL so I took a look. I am not very squeamish. In fact I love to watch medical shows, horror movies, CSI etc. but to see the inside of my womb was gross. It is supposed to be smooth. Mine was all lumpy and it looked like a cave with stalactites. He said it was all red and inflamed. Of course nothing would ever be able to take root in a nasty place like that. He said this was the main issue. He said that just removing them may not solve the problem. He said something is causing inflammation. UGH. I had them taken out 3 years ago so I know that what he is saying is true. At least I am on the right tack with the immune consultant.
We set up a plan to get a few more immune tests run. I see the hematologist next week. Once all my tests come back I am going to consult with the immune Dr. So I have this cycle to make consults and order meds. After I got off the phone, I cried bc my insides were so ugly and instead of having a fertile garden I have a rocky field with weeds.
I also am not sure what to do about my family. I have spent all week looking for new places to make everyone happy. I took in consideration the cost, location, kids, meals, activities etc. I started with 30 places and kept crossing them off one by one. I had a hard time bc they want a holiday weekend and those cost more and have less availability. I finally found a few and was getting ready to present my options when two of my cousins jumped in a said they are voting for the 5 hour away place no matter what. OMG Really. I started to cry. I could not believe it. How selfish can they be? I wrote one of them a private message and told him how hurt I was that he would not even hear my suggestions. I said that he is voting to exclude me. I also said that this bait and switch was cruel. That was this morning and I have not heard back. He is such a bully. My Aunts are "staying out of it" I'm upset that they are just standing by. It is a fact that bystanders allow bullies to behave that way.