Wednesday, September 28, 2011

oh and it gets worse

So I could not sleep last night at all. I woke up feeling sick to my stomach. I went in and was fine. I met with the rep and we had a great chat. I thought ok so now we are going somewhere. I thought would be a good idea for him to speak to my boss without me. This would be man to man, rep to boss without my feelings getting involved. He agreed. I mentioned my compromise and asked him to bring it up. I said that I was ready to push the issue if he turns down my compromise. This would mean that I would enforce my working conditions of my contract etc. Hopefully we do not have to go there.

My room is used at the end of the day. It has been a major issue bc I have no where to go make a private phone call to parents and use the computer. I was backed up on calling a few parents back so I found a free room in the guidance office. I bump into a teacher who says to me hey do you want to come to our meeting. I was like hmm what meeting....Then I find out that the same two teachers from the last meeting were having another one without me. In fact, they got time out of their classroom that my boss has to approve so he knew they were having the  meeting. I get really upset and said no thanks, if they really wanted me they would have invited me. I start to cry again............

One of the teachers comes down and starts to yell at got really bad and I left the room and asked the secretary to come in and be a witness to my getting yelled out....She called the AP.........and OMG..............I don't want to go into details but it was bad..............

I got home and started to wonder what the hell is going on with me......I am falling apart. I just starting taking folbic. It is prescription strength folic acid, B6 and b12. Folbic itself did not mention any weird side effects. Then I looked up each part. It seems that folic acid popped up stuff about estrogen...........erghhhhhhhhh  so that could be why I have been crying non stop.............I have also been very warm at school. It was 80 in my room today but my dh said maybe I have been having some hot flashes???? All I know is that I feel the same way I did when I took clomid years ago....... So I am going to stop the folbic for a few days and see what happens........I am still pursuing the unfair stuff with the rep bc that is still a fact no matter how my hormones feel.


  1. I am so sorry that things at work aren't getting better. I also can't believe that a colleague yelled at you! That is
    completely unacceptable, hormones or not. Although it's hard to do, I would report this person. You are adults and if this person has an issue with you it has to be dealt with in a professional matter.

    Sending you hugs and prayers! It's almost the weekend!

  2. Oh I'm so sorry things are not getting better.

    I will offer my rosary this afternoon for you - in hopes that Mother Mary's Intercession will bring peace to you.

  3. Oh. my. gosh! I cannot BELIEVE they were having that meeting without you. Again. Seriously. I'm so sorry.

    And oh man, when you said you felt like you did on Clomid I immediately had flashbacks to my 3 months on Clomid. Whoa. I was a complete mess on that stuff. I feel your pain now that you said that.

    Still praying for you and offering up major St. Michael prayers for you (it's his feast day today!).

  4. Praying, praying, praying! I'm so sorry for all you're experiencing.


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