Today is p+14.The past few days I got excited. I reminded myself of everything that went well this month. I had a great baseline, follicle development, CM, lining and P+7 numbers. I was very relaxed this month and had no stress. No PMS. This was my second month with my new protocol of using blood thinners. I kept going back and forth between getting excited and then remembering that I have a bad track record.
Then today came and reality slapped me in the face. Another BFN. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I am in shock and cannot cry about it yet. That will probably happen when AF arrives in a few days after I stop the progesterone. I am numb right now.
So now is the time to evaluate what went wrong and what I should do to correct it. Everything that I can measure was in perfect working order. So now I am wondering if I am taking enough blood thinners or if there is something wrong with my uterus or tubes. Every BFN makes me want to have another surgery just to be sure. In the spring it will be two years since my last lap/tubes check and 3 years since my last hysteroscopy when they found polyps.
I am going to talk to my napro dr about upping the blood thinners to twice a day which is what pg women take. Right now I take them once a day. If that does not work within a few months, I am seriously thinking about a spring cleaning.
At least I have today off, so I can bum around the house. =(